Baby Steps

It's been a huge learning curve since I last joined this resort. From an intern to an asst dept head straight is really a huge jump. Now i realise why FS doesn't promote too fast. When they mention the person is not ready, not i understand what it mean, so i think i do. To be really honest with myself, i know i ain't a capable enough full fledge dept head. there's still MANY things i need to work on. I always think i got it lucky for being where i am at this point in time. 24? a dept head alr? it's a good feeling to know that now you can go around telling people you are the manager of a well established company, but deep down, i know i still do not possess enough qualities as a manager. sometimes i feel as though i am still an intern. i know this mindset has to go. i need to break this mental block of me still being an intern. Everyday i learn something new, ok, not everyday, but stil i learn things that will be an essential to become a top notch manager one day. alright. maybe in 4 years time. therefore, comes the starting of this blog. i have been procrastinating keeping a journal of all the lessons i learnt through my "managerial stinct", so it's time to make a difference. i need to jot down all those impt lessons that i went through and learn from all the minor or major mistakes i make. it's either now or never!